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be a cool kid and fill this out --
_______ jen.
jen is ______.
If I were alone in a room with jen, I would _________.
I think jen should _______.
jen needs ________.
I want to ____________ jen.
jen reminds me of _______.
Without jen _______.
Memories of jen are _________.
My best memory of jen is_________.
jen can be __________.
Worst thing about jen is _________.
Best thing about jen is _________.
I am ________ jen.
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[22 Dec 2003|02:55pm] |
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it's like this:
you are in the middle, with all your friends around you, they all tell me stuff, and from the stuff that they tell me, i alone try to figure out what's going on. but it gets more diffifult, they don't even know what you are thinking.
boy, i'm gonna tell you this now, you are the one person that actually has me thinking, see with anyone else, i would be able to read them like a book, but with you, there is no way through.
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make sure you are logged in. friends only.
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| weekend. |
[07 Dec 2003|11:04pm] |
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Friday:
I was gonna go to training, but then i didn't cuz, no one else was gonna go and it would have been boring, so i stayed after school and did abseloutly nothing. and then i came home, and my mom was mad at me cuz of my grades, and she was like you can't go out this weekend, so whatever. then i watched tv, and went to sleep. :P
Saturday:
Went to training, came home, and went back to sleep, woke up took a shower, and then went online, and yeah, spent most of the day online, and watching movies, and was on the phone for a while. fun stuff. ;D
Sunday:
Woke up, talked to sally on the phone, then my mom came home and asked me if i wanted to go to the second service of church, so i went, cuz i needed to get out of the house, and i thought that was gonna be my only way out. then i came home, and went online again. then watched tv. and now i am gonna go to sleep. so goodnight. :)
About You taken from jem.
1. How are you feeling today?
2. Do you do any sports?
3. What was the last movie you saw?
4. Who was the last person you IM'ed?
5. Who was the last person you hugged?
man, those are random questions, but have fun. :D
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[01 Dec 2003|09:00am] |
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Thursday:
hmm, thursday was thanksgiving, so that was cool, family came over and we ate, that was some good stuff. yeah. hah. and then yeah they left and then tiffany came over, and we went to the store and bought all this food, it was pretty good. haha i got her really sick, i kinda feel bad cuz she was throwing up all weekend. but so was i. haha. :P
Friday:
me and tiff woke up, and decided to go running, oh man i think that was a mistake seeing how me and her were both really sick. but yeah we ran from my house all the way down to robeks, and then we ate and stuff there and quiznos. and then we were running back, and joey called so we stopped and walked the rest of the way home and talked to him on the phone. and then tiff had to leave cuz she had some family stuff to do, and then i left to my dad's and my brother was being gay the whole way there and playing freaking homo music. but that's okay. haha. and the we got to my dad's and it was snowingggggg. :D. that was cooooooooool. but it was really cold and i am not good in cold wheather. i was freezing down there, hahah. and yeah i was talking to tiffany on the phone for a while, then talked to terrance for a while too. then went back and watched more movies, and went out in the snow. thennn came inside and went to sleep. good stuff, lemme tell ya. :]
Saturday:
great way to wake up, my brother leaning over me saying 'let's go snowboarding come on get up jennnnn' geez it was like 6 in the morning, haha and i only got 3 hours of sleep so that was pretty dandy, so i got up and took a shower, got ready and went snowboarding with him. i seem to fall more then my brother does, but that's not the point. ;] haha. he was making fun of me cuz jen isn't to good at stopping. i have to like run into a tree to stop, then i got the hang of it and i could do it. haaaa. go me. :D. my brother made me go down some hard hills too, i was like oh man i am gonna die on this thing, but i made it through a couple of them without falling. lol.
Sunday:
got up, got ready, went to church, that was funnnn, not really jen kinda fell asleep during it. then came home and my brother wanted to see bad santa, so i went with him, that movie is pretty funny, wooden pickle. oh man. hmm, and then we came back and started getting ready to leave, and then we left, and then i realized that i forgot something at my dad's so we had to go back and get it, then i got home, went online, and talked. then did some homework. haha. and then i talked to ant on the phone, man i haven't talked to that boy in forever. i miss him, haha then like at 10:30 he was like do you want to come to the store with me, and i was like okay, so we went, and then i came home and i went to sleep cuz i was tired from being all sick and stuff.
fill this out, taken from sally:
0) Whats your name?
1) How did we meet?
2) Have we ever hugged?
3) Have you ever seen me cry?
4) Have I ever offended you?
5) What do I usually look like when you see me?
6) Has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't?
8) Is there a song that reminds you of me?
9) One word that describes me is...
10) What do you hate/what annoys you about me?
11) What do you love about me?
12) Have you ever been jealous of me? (Hahaha)
13) What did you think when you first met me?
14) Have we ever gotten in a fight?
15) If we could spend a day together, what would we do?
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[26 Nov 2003|10:27pm] |
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Hmm, haven't updated in a while. let's see.
Friday:
I came home after school cuz i had to do something i forgot what it was though. hah, go me.
Saturday:
I went to ro's party, well tiff's, ahh i don't know, ro's friends were there, and so were tiff's so yeah. and i think i fell like 500 times, omg, and corrie was laughing at me. oh man. yeah so that was pretty cool.
Sunday:
come on now, jen went to church, fun stuff. haha.
nothing else is really new or interesting. soo yeahhh.
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[21 Nov 2003|08:33pm] |
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oh man, that stuff smells ultra good.
hmm, well ntohing interesting happened today, went to school with lindzy and coree, went to my classes, came home, slept, woke up, and now here i am. and i caught up with riza, man i haven't talked to that girl in forever, i miss her.
taken from riza.
i am: deep in thought.
i think: that some people are just really low.
i want: for things to end up with a smile.
i wish: for everyones happiness.
i hate: being so insecure.
i miss: childhood.
i fear: death and rejection.
i hear: music.
i smell: a&f now.
i crave: strawberries.
i search: for happiness, a point to everyones regrets.
i wonder: how some people find the strength to carry on.
i regret: i'm not gonna live in the past, so nothing.
i love: God, my family, my friends.
i long: for happiness.
i care: about God, family, and friends.
i accept: that there always will be set backs in life.
i always: dwell to much on the past.
i dance: never.
i sing: well i try not to.
i cry: from laughing, or frustration.
i write: rarely. i usually type to vent.
i lose: my many house keys.
i never: judge people because of what other people say.
i have: put so much trust and belief into each and every friendship i have.
i listen: to God, friends, and family, but also, my enimies, they seem to point out the faults that no one else does.
i can usually be found: on my computer. :)
i need: friendship, love, happiness.
i waste: money.
i expect: nothing. i have no expectations. i live life as it comes.
i should: not laugh at people when they are wrong.
i know: that when everything else falls flat, i still have God.
i obsess: over web-design.
i am not: someone who people expect me to be.
i am: simply ME.
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[18 Nov 2003|09:50pm] |
that would be melissa.
woke up, went to school, came home, slept. goodnight. :)
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[17 Nov 2003|09:51pm] |
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i can live off my propel, gum, and money.
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i can live off my propel, gum, and money.
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i stayed home sick today, i was throwing up about every 20 minutes, it was pretty sick, so finally i called my brother and called him to come home from school cuz i was scared i was gonna die or something, so he came home and brought me some DVDs to watch. so that was cool. then after school katrina came to see how i was doing, and we talked for a while, and yeah. then i was talking on my computer, fun stuff. then i talked to lindzy on the phone a lot tonight, we caught up on a lot of stuff. it's not his fault he has a square head. <B>;)</b>
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Let's <b>pretend</b> for one night, I'm the girl in your life
And we do the things <B>that</b> lovers do
All the <B>loving</b> you like
<B>I</b> give it to you just right
Theres nothing less than <B>special</b> when it comes to you
See what we <B>have</b> is an understanding
That <B>works</b> so well for how we are
Cause <B>neither</b> of us has the heart to <B>fall in love</b>.
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[02 Nov 2003|10:01pm] |
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Somebody is very proud of you.
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody misses you.
Somebody wants to talk to you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble
Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wished you loved them.
Somebody is celebrating your successes.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody thinks that you are a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody admires your strength.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
Somebody thinks the world of you.
Somebody wants to protect you.
Somebody would do anything for you.
Somebody wants to be forgiven by you.
Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.
Somebody wants to laugh with you.
Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.
Somebody is praising God for you.
Somebody needs to know that your love for them is unconditional.
Somebody values your advice.
Somebody wants to tell you how much they care.
Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.
Somebody wants you to hold them in your arms.
Somebody treasures your spirit.
Somebody wishes they could stop time because of you.
Somebody praises God for your friendship and love.
Somebody can't wait to see you.
Somebody loves you for who you are.
Somebody loves the way you make them feel.
Somebody wants to be with you (forever and ever).
Somebody wants you to know they are there for you (always).
Somebody is glad that you're their friend.
Somebody wants to be your friend.
Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.
Somebody is alive because of you.
Somebody is wishing that you noticed them.
Somebody wants to get to know you better.
Somebody wants to be near you.
Somebody misses your advice and guidance.
Somebody has faith in you.
Somebody trusts you...A lot.
Somebody needs your support.
Somebody needs you to have faith in them.
Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.
Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.
Somebody wants you to be with them forever, till the end of the world.
thank you if you happen to be one of those somebodys.
"..And I dont no what you can possibly see in me
but im glad you see something.
I didnt think there was anybody out there for me
but that all changed the moment I met you..."
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THE OC FUCKING ROCKS.
<333
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uhm, nothing new, so i don't really have anything to say..
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[24 Oct 2003|04:06pm] |
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though the anger has subsided, i still miss you.
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[22 Oct 2003|08:31pm] |
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To my friends:
you guys know who you are, and when you need something, i'm gonna be here, day or night, you can call me, day or night you can come to my door and i'm gonna wake up, i might need some food but i'll be here haha ;). and knowing me, you guys should know that i put everything into my friendships, i put my heart and trust. and when that breaks, so does the friendship. no matter what you need to talk about, it can be the stupidest thing over, like your computer breaking, and i'm gonna wake up, or come to my door, answer my phone and i'm gonna talk to you, it doesn't matter the situation, the thing is, your not at your best, and i'm gonna be here to lift you back up there, cuz you deserve it, you shouldn't be down, cuz when your down, it puts me down there too, i care about each and everyone of you guys. all in your own ways. so basically, if you guys ever need me, i'm here, do whatever you want or can to get ahold of me, cuz i'll talk to you guys.
i also wanna say thank you, i'm going through some hard times, and each and everyone of you guys have been there for me, and it means a lot, but i praying that everythings gonna be okay. i don't know where i'd be without all of you. all of you guys have helped me to be at the level of happiness. and have helped me maintain it.
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[20 Oct 2003|10:26pm] |
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hmm well i went to first period and took a incredibly easy test, then wen to second period and did like nothing, hmm i wonder what we did do today. and then went to math and that was really boring. and thennn, went to pe and played basketball in the hot sun, i thought i was gonna die, and thenn, went to lunch, talked to amanda about some stuff.. then went over to tiff and joey talked to them for a while, hum then saw tina and told her what was happening, then i said that we would talk about it in 5th.. so yeah.. and then my the time all that talking was done i had to go to 5th period.. talked to tina a little, and went and got some food and water cuz i was hungry. then helped people with their computers, damn i swear some people are computer illiterate. it's sad. haha. hmm then went sixth.. and that was reallllly boring, hah, mr. jo didn't think i would get the assgn. done but smart jen did.. haha what now.. and then wen to lindzys after school with liz.. and then liz left.. and then me and lndzy went shopping, i spent only $100 which is good for me. lol. and it was all at hollister so yeah. and then went back lindzys, and then had to leave cuz i have a lot of hw tonight. and yeah now i'm home and i still gotta do my hw. so yeah.
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So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
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